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Thursday, November 30, 2006

Everytime Mom or any of my friends ask: "So how are you and Travis?"  
All I can do is shrug.
It's getting annoying.
Because me and him aren't fine.

We don't even speak to each other anymore. He has a girlfriend.
She better than me. Way better than me.
He's a smart boy, he knows what's good for him.

And the thought of them canoodling and making out irks me.
I'm a jealous girl when come to this boy.
She's not that pretty. I'll bet everything to say I'm way way way prettier than her.
She's somehow bulgy in the middle. I'll still bet everything to say my body is way sexx than hers.
Yes, I'm finding faults with her just because I'm jealous.

All because he chose someone whom I'm way better than. And that doesn't make me feel better.
I know I sound nasty, but i'm only human to feel all these emotions.

But one thing that she can do better than me.
She treats him way better than I do.
So I'll keep my mouth shut.

 

"do you remember the time when you and i were fine
hiding under the apple tree there was no one but you and me
we would hide from passing cars and we would have the summer stars

and we were better then then we'd ever been before
you came back to me after walking out my door
you would call me on the phone before you even got home
without me you said you were all alone

the cold wind that blows all the things i used to know
how could it play so fast never thought you'd be part of my past
would i trade it all again to get you out of my head?"


Saturday, November 11, 2006

       I swear this is the 1st and the very last time I'm ever bringing my local friends out with my expats friends. Disgusting.

Now that I remember, I was talking to Paul the other day and he mentioned something about local girls fancy white guys because they are different from their usual fare and of course most of them would rather date a white.

      I just laughed at his funny remark:" No, not all local girls are like that..."

I'm so wrong. They are like that. And what's worse than that? They throw themselves at them. Slags.

      So right here I don't want to mention names, I brought her along to meet my expat friends and she really threw my face and of course herself at guys. Trust me, contrary to what we always heard, white dicks aren't much bigger.

        Singaporean girls are embarrasing. Period. How many of them in Attica have I seen offering themselves on a plate handing them to the Caucasian guys begging them to take them? Yeah my dear friend is one of them, going around throwing herself at my friend and his friends. Just because a guy is buying you drinks, doesn't mean you start going around ordering 4564757 glasses of whatever pee vodka and shit martinis. Yeah i really wished she has drank pee instead. She can't even hold her booze well, and Because of that dumb hoe, I stayed sober for her to make sure she is fine.

"You're friend is really friendly huh?"
[Insert hard to pronounce european name] friend of my friend said to me and he went on to mumble something to his friend and laughed, which was obviously at her.

I swear I was really pissed yesterday night. She fucking gave us asian girls a bad name. She gave him a blowjob in the cab while im just beside them. He was done with her and he pulled her hard by her collar to get her off, yet her mouth was glued to his dick. Sick.

What's worse? I'm really tired and we got to his place and she immediately make herself comfortable on his bed. I just stood at the living room's balcony thinking how to get her up and leave. I went back to the room and they were hanky pankying inside.

Here's what, If you have no respect for yourself, how is a guy gonna respect you? 
Whatever happened to your asian values?

I know I'm no angel. And I thought I even put Paris to shame,
But she is worse than me that Paris has to bow to her.

  So I went back to the room and told him I'm responsible for her and he must never do anything funny to her. At least he's man enough. I asked her to dress up and we're leaving, guess what? she asked me to go away, lifting the bedsheet to her head and pulled him in for a kiss.

       I really want to leave her there and go, But she's my friend. So called up Todd and he took a cab down. In between the rest of the gang at Clarke quay kept calling and was going to take a cab down as they are worried. Stella & Syed was so worried that they kept calling.

      Todd arrived and I went to the bath room and shouted at her to get up and leave. She doesn't want to go. I mean I can't even lift her up. So I walked down and ask Todd to go get her down.

In my arms were her jeans, So I threw it at todd and said: "Todd! her jeans!!"
Todd was like:" HUH? Her jeans? She's not wearing pants?!!"

    Guess what? Todd shouted at her to wear her pants, she immediately got up and dress up and yet when I asked her to, she ignored me.

So we met up wit the rest of the gang and everyone was pissed with her and her stupid acts and Todd told me if it wasn't for me he wouldn't have got down and everyone was worried about me and couldn't care much about her.

   And it's pretty obvious she wasn't drunk. She's just acting drunk.

   So at Clarke quay, Stella and I walked to get a drink at the store and bumped into my friends, whom are the ones she threw herself at. and I told them about her being wasted. They just laughed and asked me to take a marker and draw on her face and then started to ask where I'm off to and if I want to join them. But nah.

  So Stella wanted to go along with their idea but then she thought her Eyeliner was too expensive for her. LOL.

Well pobably you guys think I hate on her. But no, she's my friend, and she just got me pissed. But this is the side of her I've seen a couple of times.

Still...I totally dislike girls who shun their Asian counterparts and throw themselves at the whites. Disgusting. Period.

 

**I know I made quite a number of grammatical errors in this entry...awww I'm lazy to edit, so pardon me.


Thursday, October 26, 2006

He said: I like you alot.
I said: I like you very much too.

I wasn't lying. I meant it. But I'm not ready and don't want to be in a relationship right now. Who is he? He has tried so many times before, but I failed him. He's the dude who passed me a note that says "Hi, I'm Mike" 1 summer back. He's my very good friend.

In a way It's a little more than friend,
A little less than lovers.
I don't know,
Probably I'm just a modern swinger...


Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Update: I've met him, I've met him!!The eyes, the nose are like Travis. Personalty wise, he's like Travis too...

But I know he's not him....He's him...and not Travis.

But he will never like me I know,
unlike other boys,
Who threw themselves at me,
he's different.
All guys are sluts..
But he's not.
But he will never like me.

      But those eyes....they are like his. I stood close to him on purpose just to feel the feeling I missed feeling... which is being close to Travis.

     Time really flies...Now it's already end of October. The last time I counted, It was 147 days til' you're back. Right now I'm counting down to the 30+ odd days til' you're back, and I can't wait.

   Thing have changed, You used to call me on the phone every night, but now you don't. I used to write you every week, but now I don't. Not because you don't care or me either, But because we don't know what to say to each other anymore.

Whatever it is, I'm still anticipating for your return and to spend my christmas with you.


Monday, October 16, 2006

       Tell you something...my day is kinda bad..Guess what's the best part?

Dorothy Perkins clutch purses!!!!

Dada...I got them in the yummiest colors!!

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I'm going to get some more of these babies...

Anyway today I was supposed to meet that fella whose name rhymes with whore...but I ended up telling him no. He's tarty and he's a whore. In short...he's a no good tarty whore. Can't be bothered to explain.

He hasn't seen me for weeks and I guess he's getting deprieved of some good fucks. I mean he has a girlfriend.... why don't he just go screw her and leave me alone? It's not that I don't like him.. But...never mind.

I think I should start charging him according to my own rate...

So let me calculate... dates and sexual encounters.

We had sex so many times that I kind of lost count, as much as thrice per night at times...so put it as 15 times..
If go by my rate it wil be $450/per night. $60/hr casual dates.

So it will be 15 x $450 = $6750
And those times we went for dinners, movies will be an estimated 30 hours
And that will be 30 x $60 = $1800
                                 Total  = $8550

A Grand total I.O.U of $8550...Goddamit.

Well I guess his mommy can pay for him...or like what Joy always say, The balance will be brought over to next life..so mr. tarty whore has to pay me next life. I hope he will be my pet monkey and I will dress him up in outrageous pink outfits.

Put this aside..He's so july/august/september. Over, over,over.

I want to talk about this other guy I knew from myspace..I mean I haven't met him in real life. But we often talk on MSN. And I'm kinda mesmerized by him...Hey don't laugh.. Here's his picture. Shhh. Ok those who know me well must have guessed why I sort of like him. He's just so...words can't describe.
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Anyway he's pretty down to earth...



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